Our great family christmas

This is our Christmas at home and at my mother in Laws house.I got a new coat it was great and we had so much fun.We even sang happy bday to Christ.Good food and family it was so fun.

The beautiful Snow

This is what we woke up to on Monday it was so beautiful but it melted away.We got about 3 inches,this is not my house but it is really pretty.The kids loved it to bad they were on a 2 hr delay so they only got a hour or so to play.

Look what Lora found.

So I was at my friends Amanda and she found this...yup a gingerbread house and man did she love it.She would look at it smile and laugh then eat.

New Hair

My new hair I like it alot.The boys wanted to take a picture with me so I let them.I think they turned out nice.Although I did take them in my car

I miss Greg

I took a nap and had a bunch of different dreams about Greg.I must really miss him.Every dream seemed so real it was so sad I would wake up and realize he wasn't there.I miss him so much and I still have 6 days before he gets home.I love him so much and I really truly miss him alot.

Happy Birthday Bradly

I am writing this today because I am not sure I will have access tomorrow.It will Bradly's 4th bday tomorrow.It is crazy for me to think that I would have had a four year old.As the years go by it seems like it is so much easier to live and be happy. This is Greg and I first year apart on his birthday.I have been so blessed to have him in my life for the short 12 hrs.Someday I will have him forever in my family.his birthday is not a sad day for me it is a day of remembrance to celebrate his life.I am not sure what we will do tomorrow since we used to go to a lights display and have dinner.I think the kids and I will go out and look at lights and I will make a special dinner.So just remember for me to say happy birthday to him. If you would like to read Bradly and my story i have a link called Angel Babies and you can read it.

My morning to the Airport or not.

So my day started off so crazy.I took Greg to the airport thinking he would be delayed but nothing to bad.Well not my luck.I get a call at 10 from him.He said come get me I was like ok so I get Lora up from her nap.Just as I get her in the car Greg calls back never mind I am going to Texas.So I was like ok when is the plane leave? He says 12:50 I say do you want me to come get you?He says nah I am fine.So 10 mins later he calls come get me I need to get some money from my mom.I was like ok are you serious.So we go have lunch I drop him off at 11:30 he calls me as I am leaving the airport to tell me his flight was delayed again because the stupid fog.So I go get him again.We stay home till 1:15 and I drop him off he is now on the plane but will be staying in Las Vegas tonight because he missed his connecting flight.But he got off and he gets to stay at the Hardrock Hotel tonight which he will love since he has never done anything like this.So now it is 1:45 and I am tired and still have to go get the boys.I hope my day gets a little better.

Santa is a scary guy

Here are our Santa pics.Lora wasn't having any of it,oh well.They are cute though.

Christmas Shopping is done!!!!

So I did my Christmas shopping and I'm done!!!! I had to buy for us and from Greg's grandparents.So I got some killer deals.It is tight this year so Greg and I probably wont be getting anything but that is ok.I don't need anything and neither does Greg

I got Trent:
Battleship,Candy land,Three shirts and pair of pants,A Nerf basketball hoop,a cash register,Bakugan cards PJ, and a church outfit which is super cute.They are getting part of that stuff from Grandma

Hunter: Memory,Connect four,Chutes and Ladders,three shirts.pants,Bakugan cards,A tool box of art stuff,church outfit It think that is it.

Lora: Two babies, a Barbie ,a Graco baby baby stuff ,a outfit,PJ(I got for free) they are super cute.

So I spent about 150-175 and I am done I think I did pretty good.The PJ I got for the boys were 3.25 at Target and their shirts were all under 5 bucks.I didn't spend over $15 for the boys.Lora's Graco baby kit was 25 but that is a good deal.Santa still needs to do stockings but that should be easy.I am not sure if anyone cares about what they are getting but I wanted to write it out because then I know the kids are going to get some nice stuff .Plus I am done so that is nice.

Me and my best friend

So I was looking at my pictures I was sent over the years and I found this picture of me and my best friend.We must have been in 10th grade.So I thought I would post it for fun.

New Family pics

Just a few new pictures of the family.What a cute looking family if I do say so.

What I am thankful for

I saw this on a friends blog and thought I would take a page in her book.She is writing her 100 things she is thankful for.Not sure I can 100 but I can do a few so I will do it till Thanksgiving.

1.I am thankful for my hubby.He is so sweet and tries his hardest to be a wonderful hubby.He is generous and willing to do anything for anyone.He is my best friend.

2.I am thanful for Trentyn my 1st son.He is a light for me from the very beginning.He was the person who helped me see who I could be the mom I wanted to be.He is bright and kind he is the best big brother.

3.I am thankful for Hunter my second he has always loved me even when I couldn't take the best care of him.He is the sweetest loving little boy.He makes me laugh all the time even when he drives me insane.

4.I am thankful for my angel baby Bradly.Although I only had a short time with him he made me realize the mom I needed to be.He has brought me more joy then I ever thought I could have.

5.I am thankful for my baby girl Lora.She is such a wonderfully challenging little girl.I waited so long for her and to have her I feel like the luckiest mom in the world.She is the most beautiful little girl and I thank Heavenly father everyday for her.

6.I am thankful for my brothers and sisters.I have 3 brothers and 5 sisters.They each bring out different sides of me.I am truly thankful for growing up in a big family.I have always been very thankful for them.I may not always say it but I love them so much and wished I lived closer.

7.I am thankful for my mom.She is the strongest women I know.She has been through so much and she has come out of it all a wonderful person.She is the best mom and dad a girl could ever have.

8.I am thankful that I have a wonderful ward.That I am a memeber of the Latterday Saints.I have grown in the last few months because having the church in mhy life.The love and understanding I get from my ward is awesome.I is a always very accepted about my past there.

9.I am thanful for Heavenly Father with out him I would be nothing.He is a guide I follow in my

life.I try to be a better person because of the love he has for me.

10.I am thankful for my dad athough he was only in my life for 10 years I truly know he loved us all.

11.I am thankful for my inlaws all of them.They have helped in ways they may never know.I think about all they did for two young kids trying to be parents.For them I wouldn't have the life I have now.

12.I am thankful for my best friend she is 3 days older then me.We should have been twins but Heavenly Father knew neither of our moms could have handled both of us.She helps me get through the boring days when I have nothing to do .We can sit on the phone and talk about nothing and we still have fun.

13.I am thankful for sweets,without it life would be kinda boring...I mean bread and water are good.But a good sweet is so much better then just plain old food.

Lora talking

She is such a character and so funny.

My Twilight experience

At Red Robin with my friend Michelle.(I only posted cuz Tana made me)

So I went to Twilight last night.It started off meeting some girls and we went to Red Robin.I had a raspberry shake which was good.We walked over to the theatre where we waited in line for 2 hrs.Our line was supposed to go in when the James Bond movie was let out needless to say the stupid staff had no clue what they were doing and let the line that had waited maybe a hour go in before us.I was not very happy but oh well I got a good seat.Besides the stupid staff it was pretty much worth the stupidity.I think they needed to line people up by there time and not just put everyone in.There was two girls in line with us not our friends but they were fun and fed me lol.

As for the movie if I was to rate it out of 5 stars I would give it 3 and half stars.It was good but the camera angles and some of the acting wasn't the best but it was a whole lot of fun.If you like the books it is kinda like any book you love they leave things out and change stuff.It was good as a movie and it did pretty much follow the lines of the story.I hope the next movie is better then this one.Anyways go see it for yourself and you can be the judge of it.

I had a wonderful time with the girls and they were so much fun.Thanks to them for making it entertaining in the long wait! I am tired but it was a wonderul experience and one I wont ever forget!

Photo Tag (thanks Malea)

I was tagged and this was the picture I found.Lora crying because she the camera.

On your computer open the 5th folder and then the 5th picture and post it! Then tag 5 people

I tag: Amy,Lynette,Tana,Erin and Ash.

TWILIGHT TICKETS!!!!

Twilight I got tickets for the midnight showing YAYAYAYAYA.I am so excited.I called my little sis to tell her and she was mad at me.I told her she could come with me but she lives in SLC so that wont work.Oh well I get to go!

In my own little corner in my own little world.

Ok so my place where I found a connection is right in front of my front door.So if you ever come visit me watch out.

So I have a crazy friend who is full of crap and lies to me all the time.She reminds me of Casey Anthony...yeah the baby killer.Anyways she has filled me with a line of bull and I am tired of being used.So if it is you then tell me the truth about the drugs and let me be your friend.Or maybe just cut me loose PLEASE!!!!!

Man I feel like such a downer lately.So having 3 kids and a husband home today was crazy.I like having my own time and do what I want.So no more Veterans day or sick hubby's.I sometimes want to go on strike I mean do the dishes ever stop? Why can't laundry do itself.I need to invent something that will do my laundry.Since I am so totally afraid of our garage since we had a rat problem.Their hole is right next to our washer...hey maybe I can get them to do my laundry like in Cinderella.Ok wishful thinking.I wish I had a maid then she could do everything for me.Greg needs to get a higher paying job lol.Maybe I could have a Super Manny,has anyone see the previews for the new show?I think it just might be my dream come true.I get to boss a guy around and not have to sleep with him.I can just send him home and sleep in my own bed by myself.Ok just kidding gotta love my husband right?

Thoughts of a crazy boring housewife

Nov. is a hard month for me.It was 4 years ago that I had a surgery that went horrible wrong. Most people that know me know why it is so hard around this time of year..I thought it was getting easier but some days especially today it is a bit harder.I guess I just figured it would be easier for me as time went on. Well time has moved very fast and yet I still feel sadness in Nov. Thanksgiving was a hard time for me 4 years ago.I love the fall and sometimes it makes me sad that I have a not so good memory in my brain.I need to remember what I am thankful for this time of year.Like my kids and husband the life we have as a family

I need to remember that I can do things.I guess as Greg said I just have no faith in myself.I really need to work on the little things in life.For me it seems like two steps forward twenty steps back.I need to find me again and find a few good friends that I can talk to and hang out with.So my new goal is to find me and or find a good friend who wants to be my friend.Well see how that goes.So if anyone wants to be my new best friend sign up.( j/k really I just want a good friend to hang out with).

Oh and I found a spot in my house where I get Internet YAHOOOOOOO.I bet you will never guess where.......I will tell you in another post.

Church and some other ramblings

So the boys had their Primary Program today.It was so cute and it was the first one my kids were ever in so it was special.I am very happy my kids are learning and growing in my church.Now if I could just get my 1 year old to stay still for 3 hrs. I have been enjoying all the things in my life.I went to a babyshower for a friend and it was so much fun I got to hold babies.I miss that tiny baby stage(ok not really just the idea of a new baby.) I am supposed to be going to see Twilight at 12:02 am at the midnight showing.Yeah I know this is a crazy idea since I wont be home till about 2:30 am and I have to be up getting the kids to school at 6:45 am the next morning but good thing Lora still takes naps. Now I need to just buy the ticket....(ok Greg needs to give me money soon).I tried to get Greg to go to church today but it was a no go.I thought that maybe he would but he decided against it.It would be nice to have him go with me but I know I can't expect him to.Maybe someday.....

Halloween pics and life update.

Just a few pics from Halloween T was a Firefighter H was a skeleton and L was a poodle.We had a great time and got lost of candy.L costume was only 5 bucks gotta love old navy!!!

I am busy trying to get over being sick but that is ok.My mother law finally got her internet back so I can update a little more often.L is busy walkin g and talking like a cute girl she is.T is doing very good in school and getting so big.He is sweet but gets in trouble for talking in class.Which is so weird because he used to be so shy.H loves Kinder and loves going to school.He has had a new "girlfriend" every week it is so funny.

I am alive I promise...things have been very crazy.One Greg will going to Texas in a month or so to spend 2 weeks helping put pools in w/his SD.I am trying to come to terms with that.Plus as usual Greg is kinda being a poophead about the internet thing.Still not sure when we will be getting it sooner rather then later.Lora is getting so big and she is such a doll.She is starting to walk she is getting in 2 teeth(FINALLY).She is such a joy in our house besides refusing to say mommy and only saying daddy.She dances to any music and rocks her babies when I sing to her when she is holding them.I am doing good keeping busy with the boys and running them to school and back.I have not missed a week of church since I moved here.Although I have a long ways to go I am truly finding my spirit again.It is hard taking 3 kids by myself but I know I will be truly blessed for atleast going and being a better example to my kids.I love the Lord and thank him everyday for the life he has givien me.As most of you know moving was a huge step for us and even though it is far from easy I am truly happy with my decsion.

No internet

It is so very frustrating I want to get it but Greg says no way.So I am living without it :( I will update everyone as soon as I get better internet connection.Anyways there is a update!

Here safely!

The house is so much nicer then the pictures.I am in love with the house!The bedrooms are so nice and big I am so excited.I am sad too and a miss my house right now.It will be fine I guess it is one of those bittersweet things.Anyways we are here safe.It is a 3 bdr 2 brm it is beautiful with a nice big backyard!

MOVING SUCKS!!!!!

Packing sucks!!!!! I have so much to do and I so don't want to do it.Iam so excited to move but can't someone else pack? We move on the 21st if we get the house otherwise we leave anyways and stay at my MIL house which should be interesting lol.Anyways still packing and taking care of kiddos.

My dads family

So I was talking to my mom yesterday about my dads family.After my dad died I never really saw or talked to my dads family.I think there is alot to the story but for some reason I just never kept in touch.Well I decided to call my grandpa H I talked to him and my grandma.They are such sweet people and I was very happy I got to talk to them.I sent them a email of pictures of my family.They have never seen my kids.I feel bad for them they never really got a chance to meet us and know us.I wonder how that must be to loose your son and then loose your grand kids too? I hope to stay in contact with them.I found out my grandpa H is pretty sick he has diabetes emphysema and congenital heart failure.I know he never took very good care of himself and it makes me realize I need to take better care of myself.I hope I get to see him someday soon.He only lives about 4hrs from me.I also learned that I have 3 aunts that will live 30 miles from me.Maybe I will try to go see them.My grandpa H talked about my dad and how much he loved to hunt and fish.Which is cool because I really don't know much about my dad.My mom never really says much.I wonder who I am more like my mom or my dad.It is hard to not have a dad around and want to ask him something and not be able to.I know HF does thing for a reason but sometimes I still wish he hadn't.Yes I know it is horrible to think that but I miss my dad after 15 years.I think about how much he would love my kids so much.Maybe that is why I got a hold of my grandparents.I guess I should say that my grandpa H is bio and my grandma is not.My other grandma died a few years ago.So he is my only link to my dad.He told me a story about when my dad went hunting he took his dads gun and had to walk 10 miles back to get his gun.My dad said if did take it back his dad would have shot him.I have never heard this story it was neat and now I have a story to tell my kids so cool.I guess I am rambling but I needed to write this down for my sake.

Outta this craphole!!!!

We are finally moving out of this tiny town to a new big town! I am not going to put where just in case.G got a job and we should be moving by the end of June early July.I have been packing and I have about 15 boxes packed and feel like I have barely made a dent in my house.It is very frustrating.I hope it gets easier.

L fell and tore the piece of her mouth where the lip and gum connect.It was so gross and bled forever.I have to take her to her Dr on Monday and talk to him about a new Dr.If he might know of a knew one.i am sad about moving away from all our Dr. Only cuz it is hard to find good ones.We wont have insurance for awhile and I worry about that.I know my family will be ok please lets just pray nothing bad happens.

Our weekend away

We went away this weekend to my mother in laws house.We had a wonderful time just playing with our family.We got there Friday and unpacked while G went to his job interview.He came back and was very unhappy with it all so he went and played in the pool.Our friends arrived and then we hung out for the rest of the day.
Saturday the girls had a day of hanging out and going shopping with no kids! It was alot of fun to be away from the kids.Besides the fact that G called me every hour to ask me something about them. I bought L her first pair of shoes they are so cute.We got back from our day and I went swimming that was nice.
Sunday G and his step dad went golfing so I was with my MIL and it was nice to talk with just her.Our friends had left to go do some shopping.I am glad they did because the kids were fighting alot. Well everyone got back and we just hung out the rest of the night.
Monday we left and got home and unpacked.It was alot of fun and I hope we get to move there soon.I am mad because my camera is full and I didn't get a chance to fix the pictures and take the ones off I didn't want on there.So no pictures of this weekend sorry.

Updates on a few things

Ok a few updates....G and I have talked and we are doing so much better.I was just having one of those days and needed to vent.

The job was a no go so back to square one.We might have another prospect we shall see.I hope we get to move very soon.

ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I am so freaking annoyed with G.He has no respect for me I wish just once he would be nice and say honey thank you for being a good wife and mother.No I never get that I get why isn't this done and all you do is play on the internet.He thinks because I am logged in that I am playing.Sure when you have a 8 month old who gets into everything yeah I sure.I got the house all clean I was keeping it up really well till he starting nit picking every damn thing.He would say why isn't the dishes done or why isn't the laundry done I need clothes.In my mind I was thinking do it your fing self.He also has no sympathy for me and my health issues.I tell him I don't feel good and he says oh poor baby.I want to smack him hard but I wont.I love him but right now I don't like him very much.Why can't he see that the way he treats me isn't ok and that he treats L like a freaking princess and me the slave girl?

Interesting News

So yesterday as G was outside working on stuff he gets a phone call(Saturday).It is from a guy that he put a application in at in Medford.The guy said he was sorry he never got back to him the first time G sent in his resume.........Background G has been looking all over for jobs he has sent in many resumes to many places.We have hardly gotten a response from anyone from UT to here.He had sent this place a application and never heard back.So this time he sent a little message saying he wold like to hear back if at all possible.So back to the story I guess the company never received or this guy never saw G's application.Well this job is in Medford(where MIL lives and a place I would love to live) we are going there next weekend.So he has a job interview for Friday I guess the want a lead man on the swing shift 10 hr days 4 days a week.(which would be so nice then we would have 3 days as a family)We are hoping he gets the job so we can move there,it is ideal for us.It is only about 13 hrs from my mom and it would be straight interstate to her house.Plus they have wards there(yes) and a temple.I would love to live in a place where there are wards,I haven't lived in a place where there are more then one ward since I was 14.OK so I hope everyone will pray for him and us that if this is where we are supposed to go that we will be able to move there easily.

HOT

So we have had a very cold winter/spring then yesterday we have a heat wave!Yesterday it 90 or something like that I had all the windows open from the time I got up.It was still over 80 in our house it was to hot!If I wanted hot I would move somewhere else.My poor kids were so hot last night I had L in her diaper last night.Today is no better it is still hot but I opened everything and got fans going so it is a little less hot in here today.I got the pool out for H to play in today.He is happy to have it but I have no batteries so no pictures.I need to recharge them bad!So the heat here is no fun.We are going to my inlaws next weekend I am so excited we are going to have a pool and hottub so it will be so much fun.Plus I get to go shopping!!!!!!!

My Mothers day

I had a good day I got up G took care of the kids.I didn't go to church again.I am working on it but it is hard.I called my mom but didn't get a hold of her till 8 my time.We went to lunch with G's family it was nice I had mexican which is yummy and the resturant gave the moms a carnation.The boys were very sweet and kept telling me happy mothers day.I realized yesterday it was my first mothers day with a future mother.So a good day for me besides L has a ear infection and I have a sinus infection.I have to take L to her Dr today(yeah a 2 hour round trip drive).

Oh and I got a laptop from my wonderful hubby.It was for Mothers day and our anniversary I love it.It is so much fun to have one right now I am chilling in bed and I don't feel bad lol.

Silly little baby

L thought it would be fun to try and get out her bouncy seat so I took pictures.She is so dang cute and getting way to big she is crawling already.I wish I could just get her back to a newborn.

The biggest thing to happen in my little town.

So my friend called me to tell me this boat was down at our port yesterday.I heard it is the Lady Washington( from the Pirates from the Carrinbean movie) it was stuck at our port.They went to fill up for gas and the tide went out on them.Our port has alot of sand and because of that the boat was stuck for 12 hrs.The crew got bored so they were shooting apples off with the cannons.Overall it was pretty cool!