Nov. is a hard month for me.It was 4 years ago that I had a surgery that went horrible wrong. Most people that know me know why it is so hard around this time of year..I thought it was getting easier but some days especially today it is a bit harder.I guess I just figured it would be easier for me as time went on. Well time has moved very fast and yet I still feel sadness in Nov. Thanksgiving was a hard time for me 4 years ago.I love the fall and sometimes it makes me sad that I have a not so good memory in my brain.I need to remember what I am thankful for this time of year.Like my kids and husband the life we have as a family
I need to remember that I can do things.I guess as Greg said I just have no faith in myself.I really need to work on the little things in life.For me it seems like two steps forward twenty steps back.I need to find me again and find a few good friends that I can talk to and hang out with.So my new goal is to find me and or find a good friend who wants to be my friend.Well see how that goes.So if anyone wants to be my new best friend sign up.( j/k really I just want a good friend to hang out with).
Oh and I found a spot in my house where I get Internet YAHOOOOOOO.I bet you will never guess where.......I will tell you in another post.