Saturday, June 21, 2008

Here safely!

The house is so much nicer then the pictures.I am in love with the house!The bedrooms are so nice and big I am so excited.I am sad too and a miss my house right now.It will be fine I guess it is one of those bittersweet things.Anyways we are here safe.It is a 3 bdr 2 brm it is beautiful with a nice big backyard!

Friday, June 6, 2008


Packing sucks!!!!! I have so much to do and I so don't want to do it.Iam so excited to move but can't someone else pack? We move on the 21st if we get the house otherwise we leave anyways and stay at my MIL house which should be interesting lol.Anyways still packing and taking care of kiddos.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

My dads family

So I was talking to my mom yesterday about my dads family.After my dad died I never really saw or talked to my dads family.I think there is alot to the story but for some reason I just never kept in touch.Well I decided to call my grandpa H I talked to him and my grandma.They are such sweet people and I was very happy I got to talk to them.I sent them a email of pictures of my family.They have never seen my kids.I feel bad for them they never really got a chance to meet us and know us.I wonder how that must be to loose your son and then loose your grand kids too? I hope to stay in contact with them.I found out my grandpa H is pretty sick he has diabetes emphysema and congenital heart failure.I know he never took very good care of himself and it makes me realize I need to take better care of myself.I hope I get to see him someday soon.He only lives about 4hrs from me.I also learned that I have 3 aunts that will live 30 miles from me.Maybe I will try to go see them.My grandpa H talked about my dad and how much he loved to hunt and fish.Which is cool because I really don't know much about my dad.My mom never really says much.I wonder who I am more like my mom or my dad.It is hard to not have a dad around and want to ask him something and not be able to.I know HF does thing for a reason but sometimes I still wish he hadn't.Yes I know it is horrible to think that but I miss my dad after 15 years.I think about how much he would love my kids so much.Maybe that is why I got a hold of my grandparents.I guess I should say that my grandpa H is bio and my grandma is not.My other grandma died a few years ago.So he is my only link to my dad.He told me a story about when my dad went hunting he took his dads gun and had to walk 10 miles back to get his gun.My dad said if did take it back his dad would have shot him.I have never heard this story it was neat and now I have a story to tell my kids so cool.I guess I am rambling but I needed to write this down for my sake.

Outta this craphole!!!!

We are finally moving out of this tiny town to a new big town! I am not going to put where just in case.G got a job and we should be moving by the end of June early July.I have been packing and I have about 15 boxes packed and feel like I have barely made a dent in my house.It is very frustrating.I hope it gets easier.

L fell and tore the piece of her mouth where the lip and gum connect.It was so gross and bled forever.I have to take her to her Dr on Monday and talk to him about a new Dr.If he might know of a knew one.i am sad about moving away from all our Dr. Only cuz it is hard to find good ones.We wont have insurance for awhile and I worry about that.I know my family will be ok please lets just pray nothing bad happens.