Thursday, February 28, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
10 years ago~ I was 15 I already post this on my other tagged post so read below
5 things I would do if I was a billionaire~ 1.Start a foundation for greiving parents who have lost a baby 2.Buy a huge house 3.Pay of all my bills 4.Buy my dreams cars 5.Donate to different places
3 bad habits~ 1.I forget to clean my bedroom 2.I am on the computer way to much.3.Oh there are to many to pick 3
5 places I’ve lived~ Look on my other tagged one
5 jobs I’ve had~ Look below :)
Some things you may or may not know about me~ Ok hmmm well I have to think about this but I am not everything I want to be.I feel bad about not going to church.I miss Bradly and my dad way more then I want to admit and I cry about them more then ppl probably think.I say I am a open book but really I am not I wont cry in front of you and I am not very good about telling you No.I guess that is my downfall I will do anything for anyone but most times I am not all that happy about that.
Ok I am going to Tag Amy Jenni Jenn anyone else can do it too.
Rules: 1.) Answer Question 2.) Tag 5 people - post their names on your blog & then go and leave a comment on their blog telling them to read yours, so they know what to do.
Thanks Amy just cuz I said there was nothing Juicy on my blog you let me do this.what great fun(saying that very sarcastically lol)
10 YEARS AGO...I was 15 and had a care in the world I was just wanting to get my permit but didn't get it till April fools day.My mom said they were fools to give me one lol.I lived in Bandon Or and was in cheerleading at the time.I was Sophmore in high school and it was a greatr year for me!
5 PLACES LIVED...1.Portland,Or 2.Henderson,NV 3.Seattle ,Wa 4.Denver,CO 5.Many towns in Oregon
5 THINGS ON MY LIST TO DO TODAY... 1.take care of my kiddos. 2.Read 3.Take a bath 4.Watch TV 5.Make meals...not much going on today it is Sunday
5 Jobs I have had...1.Housekeeper 2. SAHM 3. cheese factory server 4.Gas attendent 5.sandwhich maker
10 YEARS FROM NOW ......Well lets see I will be 35 and have a almost 17 year old,15 year old and a 10 year old.So it will be interresting since I wont be having any more kids I will probably have some sort of part time job.I am sure that I will be going on 17 years of marriage crazy!I hope we have moved from this awful town and have a home of our own.Other then that yeah I am not sure!
Ok I guess I need to tag a few I am going to tag Ash,Lynette,Amy,Zana and Celeste.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Why when I want something so bad that it just seems so far out of reach.I want to be the best person I can and I want to try my hardest to live my life the way I should.So why do I fall so hard? I try to be a good person Heavenly father would want me to be but it just seems so far away.I want to be a enternal family but it just seems so hard.I love my life and my family and try so hard but I just fall and stumble so much.Why must life be so hard sometimes?What am I really here for, what does Heavenly Father want of me? Do I really have it in me to do the things I know are right? With each day I struggle with those questions who am where am I going.I know that I was put here for a true purpose a meaning but why do I feel it is so hard to find.I have no one who I can talk to about this without them giving me a hard time for what I should be doing there is no easy answer no straight forward way.It just seems like alot of ppl get it so easy.How can it be so easy for them to have such faith? When I sit here just trying to figure out the small things I know heavenly father loves me I know he wants what is best for me.Then why can't it be easy?I see these women who never doubt for one minute who they are.Oh what I would give to have that sort of thing to know in my heart and never have any waver.I know that isn't how it really is but why am I tempted by things that others aren't? I want to be the one to stand up and say YES I know it is all true and I will never waver again.How do I get to that point? How do I get my family to that point I feel so lost in this big world sometimes.why can't I just take that tiny little step what is holding me back?