Thursday, September 3, 2009

I Belong to the Church........

Of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints...I know who I am I know Gods plan I follow him in faith.I believe in the Savior Jesus Christ I honor his name.I do what is right I follow his light his truth I will proclaim.........................
So I have never actually said I am LDS on my blog but I am and PROUD of it.I know that the LDS church is true with my whole heart.I struggled for many years wondering if it was.I can say without a shadow of a doubt that Joseph Smith is a true prophet of God and that he was sent to earth to restore the gospel and on Earth.I feel so blessed to be able to express my love of my church everyday.For a very long time I felt so lost and when I went back to church I figured out the missing piece was Heavenly Father and his love in my life.Things aren't always easy but by putting my faith in the Lord I have been blessed ten million times over.

I am thankful that I am able to have the blessings of seeing my family grow and learn every week.Whether you believe my church is right or wrong you have to admit we are very for our families....and I am so grateful for my kids and hubby.

My husband isn't a member of my church in fact he never even goes with me.I am ok with that he is happy living his life that way.I hope that by my example he will find his way to what he feels is true.Whether that is mu church or something different.I know I am blessed with so much I see it everyday especially with my health and the bills that in cure from them.I love Heavenly Father and feel his love for me and that is enough for me.


I am so thankful for my mom.She is such a survivor...have a severe handicapped child and being widowed with 7 kids,going through a couple of abusive relationships.She is such a awesome example of what a mom should be.I wish she knew what a great example of a women and mother she is to me.I finally figured out who I want to be like when I grow mom It is sad a amazing how different moms can be.

My mom I love her!
I used to wonder why Greg didn't get along with his mom.I always thought that he over exaggerated how his mom was.She always seemed so nice and friendly...till we moved by her.I have come to realize that Greg was completely right about her.She is very hypocritical and thinks that rules just don't apply to her.Her sister is a HUGE druggie and low class...I realize my mother in law is like that just with money.Cheating on all your 3 husbands and lying and living a not so secret life(Greg called that she was cheating a month ago).I feel so sad for her she has made her life a mess and only she can blame herself.She needs alot of help and who knows if she will ever get it.I will pray for her and hope that she finds the real inner peace she needs.I will still be a support in her life but wont believe a word she says anymore..I have lost all respect for her and I hope that someday she can gain that back.I feel so bad for Greg what a example of a mother.No wonder he has trust issues.If I had only know that when we were first married. He remembers when his mom would go drop him off at his dads work so she could go screw other men.It is so sad that he has to remember this about his mom.I could go on and on about her drug use and so on and so forth but I wont.It just makes me sad to see her ruin her life once again.
I hope every mom out there knows that what you do whether you know it or that you do leave a impression whether good or bad.I think that sometimes we forget as moms that we do have precious little gifts from Heavenly father to raise.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Living Dead in Dallas

So I read the second book in the series and I have to say I am enjoying the series as each book goes on.In this book we find out a little more about the vamps and how they can be.We also learn more about how society looks at the vamps.It reminds me a lot of how "normal" people can be so prejudice against people who aren't "normal".I really enjoyed the second book.The only down part was there is a Vamp that is a molester and serial killer and a almost rape scene.So if you have a hard time reading anything with sexual content DO NOT READ THESE BOOKS!!!! I overall like the series so far and would recommend them to people with my warning.I still love Sookie and think she is a awesome character.