I am not sure what to put I miss my brother.I wonder why him and what was the reason? Really it sucks I wish I had a better relationship with.He is what America is all about Home of the Brave...and he truly was

My Brother

Yesterday I found out my brother Kimble passed away.I already miss him.I am in shock that he is gone.I am mad at the situation my family is in.He died fighting to keep our country safe he and another brave soildier lost his life.I love him forever.

RASCAL FLATTS

So my mother in law offered to pay for us to go with her and her boyfriend to go see Rascal Flatts.My hubby's awesome aunt and soon to be uncle will watch the kids....the only downfall we leave the morning of the 30th which means the boys miss Halloween at school.....does that make me a bad mom? But even after all of that I still get to see my FAVORITE GROUP EVER!!!!!!!

Sometimes I feel left out for whatever reason...........Maybe I annoy certain people or maybe I just forget to be invited who knows...but sometimes I feel left out.

Autumn 2009

We did the pumpkin patch thing and I got some great pictures.So I am going to use them as my kids pics which I never go and pay to get.I guess this is photography on a budget....but I think they are pretty good wish I had a better camera.Anyways here are the newest pics and as you can see all is well in the family.I am babysitting and Greg has a job which he hates so life is good!

Pregnancy and Infant Loss Day

It is nice to know that somewhere some recognized the need for this.I am truly thankful for he people that went ahead of me in my loss and made my experience a little easier.My grandma had a loss and she never even knew what the baby was.So to all who have or will ever have this horrible loss I think of you today.

I Belong to the Church........

Of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints...I know who I am I know Gods plan I follow him in faith.I believe in the Savior Jesus Christ I honor his name.I do what is right I follow his light his truth I will proclaim.........................
So I have never actually said I am LDS on my blog but I am and PROUD of it.I know that the LDS church is true with my whole heart.I struggled for many years wondering if it was.I can say without a shadow of a doubt that Joseph Smith is a true prophet of God and that he was sent to earth to restore the gospel and on Earth.I feel so blessed to be able to express my love of my church everyday.For a very long time I felt so lost and when I went back to church I figured out the missing piece was Heavenly Father and his love in my life.Things aren't always easy but by putting my faith in the Lord I have been blessed ten million times over.

I am thankful that I am able to have the blessings of seeing my family grow and learn every week.Whether you believe my church is right or wrong you have to admit we are very for our families....and I am so grateful for my kids and hubby.

My husband isn't a member of my church in fact he never even goes with me.I am ok with that he is happy living his life that way.I hope that by my example he will find his way to what he feels is true.Whether that is mu church or something different.I know I am blessed with so much I see it everyday especially with my health and the bills that in cure from them.I love Heavenly Father and feel his love for me and that is enough for me.