My big girl!

Look who is sitting up?

A few little thoughts from me.

Well I planned on going to church today but my son got sick.I hate when I have plans to do something.Why is it when I try to do something good it doesn't work out! I am feeling much better and I am trying to do the right thing.I guess when they say take one step and fall back two steps.I am so frustrated I want to be a full fledge member of the LDS church but it seems like every time I try to do good I fall and hard.Atleast I can't drink any more that is sucha blessing.I don't now where I would be with the boys and L they are my life.G is such a strength to me I love him more everyday.

I know a couple and they have been married as long as I have and they are having a very hard time right now.I feel bad for them I just wish they could see what they are doing to there kids.Their 5 and 2 year old are out of control and they don't even see it.They are so disrespectful to their parents and the parents let them.How can you let your kids rule your life?I just want to say hello tell them no! I can't because I am not that kind of person and I feel bad that they can't control their kids.Why is it so confusing to them to not see that they are hurting there kids? I guess I am worrying about something I can't change but want to help them so much.I want their kids to feel loved and wanted, they do love their kids but sometimes they just let them get away with so much.I mean really who lets their 2 year old run around in the rain or let their 5 year old play Hallo as much as he wants? I am not trying to be judgemental but how can I change me feelings...there is now way.I mean the parents don't even sleep together because they have to sleep with the kids.Come on your relationship is important I think you need to have sometime to be together.Not sleeping together is totaly causing some bad stuff.I really love both of them but how can you change ppl that are much older then you? They are like sub.parents so I guess I don't want them to have problems or break up.My friend said she doesn't even love her hubby anymore..how sad is that?She said they are just livng together and raising there kids together it is all so sad.

Easter

Well it is that time a year again where we celebrate the resurection of Jesus.I went to church with the kids it was nice.Everyone was so happy to see us.We had dinner with my step dad and a few of his friends.We had some good food and for dessert we had cookies and popsicles.Overall it was alot of fun ,we also did a easter egg hunt on Sunday.We dyed eggs on Saturday and the boys loved that!

Goodbye

To the blog I was addicted to RIP. It is private now :(

I hate insurance

So most of you know I have fibromyalgia.Well yesterday I had to pay $73 dollars for a weeks worth of meds :o.So before all that happened I get a call from T...mom can you bring me clothes?It would be fine but I had no gas and had to drive 15 miles to his school.I but 15 dollars in the truck went to Bandon to buy my expensive pills.Then went over to my Dr. office to see what they could do.Well my insurance denied me taking the meds.I first have to try different medication then if that doesn't work I can go back on the other meds.Which still will cost me 40 dollars :O.I HATE THE FREAKING RUN AROUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THREAD KILLA

I guess I am a thread killer...ok me and Lynnette.For some reason we killed a blog comments.I was having fun but I guess I am just not that important.I am afraid I will get into trouble for writing at this certain place.Most of you know what I am talking about lol.

Missed Drama

I was gone so I feel like I missed out on the juicy drama.It makes me sad I love me some good drama.I don't want to start or add I just like reading it.I really don't like drama brought on me it makes me feel,but hey I have been made fun of because I can't spells but awwws wells.

Just a note

With all the crazy stuff going on I am going to try to to make my kids names not so known.I know a lot of ppl know their names buit I am going to try to keep them not used as much.So please try not to use their names or my hubby's for my sake!

Thanks Lynnette

She did my page aka the awesome mom part lol! THank you hun it is beautiful!

My sister and I

I got to see my sister I was so happy to see her! We had sucha good time.We went to church on sunday...yes church go me.Friday went went shopping at Walmart and gto all sorts of fun stuff.Then we had dinner with some friends of mine here are a bunch of pictures of our night!

My little big boy!

Wow 7 years ago I was in the hospital..thinking how scared and excited to be a mom.I didn't know what to expect but I knew I could do it.My water broke at 6 in the morning I jumped out of bed because my little sister who was 6 was sleeping with me.I got to the hospital and Greg was about 5 mins behind me.My mom was there patiantly waiting with me.I was 4 cm when I got there and was for 6 hrs.I ended up getting pitocin and 6 hrs after 30 mins of pushing.I was a mom to a beauttiful baby boy.He looked just like his dad he was 7pds 5oz and 18 and half inches.He is such a great little boy and I am so blessed to have him in my life.If I didn't have him I would be so lost.Here are a few pictures of him growing up.Sorry it took me a day to post this .

Ok I have realized I suck at blogging maybe I will get better but yeah I guess my life is boring.T will be 7 tomorrow which is crazy since I don't feel old enough to have a 7 year old.I will post pictures of our fun on Saturday.I know you will all be waiting patiently!