Yesterday was not so good

So yesterday was not a good eating day.I had to get blood drawn and then I had a dentist appointment.I went over to my friends and had fun hanging out with her.I got home at 2 and realized I had eaten nothing.I kept thinking ok go eat but just kept doing other things.I had a good dinner but by 11 at night I was so hungry I ate a handful of PB M&M's man that made me feel bad so I went and ate some wheat thins and apples.I was still hungry so I ate a bunch more wheat thins.So I need to remember to eat as soon as I can.

So far so good.......

Well it has been almost a week now and I am surviving.....well almost.I thought it would be harder to give up the food I like.As each day goes by the want is less.I feel that I am not as addicted to bad food as I originally thought.The want to be alive and healthy is raging in my body more then the bad food.I just need to get the exercising bug going and then I will have it all.I always thought that I could whatever I wanted and would have no problems man was I wrong.I will someday admit what my true weight is but I am not ready to come out yet.

Food

Well yesterday I did pretty good on eating.I need to get more veggies in my diet.The only horrible thing I ate was a chocolate marshmallow egg.This whole new eating is hard especially because I am not always sure what to eat.I am supposed to go see a nutritionist at some point.I sure hope she can give me healthy tips and I can stick with it.

New change in life.

Well the Dr. took blood test and it turns out I have High Cholesterol....great just what I wanted to hear.I have to completely change my eating habits.That sucks I love bad food.But my life and being here for my hubby and kids is so more important then anything else.I can do this I am already coming off sugar and I am having horrible headaches.I want to be healthy and happy I am tired of pain and not feeling good.I am scare and I know I have to eat good to feel good.It will be a long road but I can do it.I am only 27 and shouldn't have high cholesterol or be pre diabetic.

Little Lolo has croup so we are stuck at home this weekend.I hope that the boys don't get it.But we are going to be missing out on the fun.Atleast it is General conference and we can just stay home and watch it.I am excited that my two younger sibs are coming to visit me this weekend should be fun to have them and have some help around here.

Lora's newest saying

So she was sleeping with me lately and she looks over at me and says mommy that's a hoot and laughs.Now if you say it to her she laughs a very fake laugh but it is to cute.

She also tell's me I am a mean mommy.

Also she wants me to kiss her hand and tell her your highness...silly Princess and the Pauper.